I wanted to make my writings public, but I was too introverted to even try. I did here and there, but I felt the world wasn’t ready or wouldn’t be able to appreciate it. I enjoyed reading my writings-I was my audience. I never intended to join any community of writers or even sorcerers because I wanted to be a stand-alone witch and be all-powerful. I felt that when the time was right, and I was finally able to tap into that power (which I felt I already had), I wanted to be alone.
MY DELIVERANCE
One of the things Brother Michael (one of the church leaders) wrote into my phone when he met me the first time was, “Draw near to me and I’ll draw near to you.” If you’ve been paying attention in meetings, you’ll realise that Pastor has been quoting this scripture in almost every meeting in recent times. I realised that the closer I become to God, the closer He is to me, and His light begins to shine on areas of my life that were dark.
As we know, being ignorant is tagged “being in the dark” by English speakers. The Lord’s light is shining on me and is helping me recall things I had totally forgotten. If you asked me last month what major struggles I had in life, I’d say depression and infirmities. I had no idea there was this part to me.
The Holy Spirit reminded me of when my deliverance started. On the 16th of November 2024, I sent a message to Pastor telling him about something the Lord was speaking to me about. The summary was that I was still hooked to my late dad and had not realised the Father God had given me. When I sent that message, my deliverance started. I’d like to mention at this point that when I rededicated my life to Christ, I immediately stopped everything witchcraft-related. In fact, it felt like my brain was wiped. But you can’t have done all I did and not have some demons attached to you.
On the 22nd of November, we had an all-night meeting in church. Earlier that day, Pastor was meeting with a group of members in the music team, which I am part of, and began talking about how he was going to pray for us to be delivered from witchcraft and rebellion during the all-night meeting. When Pastor was still talking to us, I began to cry. It hit me that I had been operating as a witch because of constant disobedience and rebellion. I felt helpless and kept asking the Lord to help me. I kept praying in my mind that I was scared and didn’t even know how to obey everything I was hearing. It felt like a lot of instructions, and I was afraid I’d forget. I wrote down my prayers in my book and continued paying attention to him.
The All-night Meeting
When we sang at the start of the meeting, I had the impression to kneel. Before this, I had an impression that I was going to have to kneel whenever we had to pray that night. I didn’t kneel at first because I didn’t understand what that was. “Where will I even kneel? This technical area where I am seated is tight,” I thought to myself.
After a while, I stepped out of my seat, created space, and knelt. It didn’t feel like much because the prayer ended almost immediately.When Pastor led us to repent and renounce later, I had an impression to kneel again. This time, I obeyed swiftly (I didn’t dare disobey-not after all that rebuke and scary warnings during the meeting). As Pastor led us to renounce things, I began to feel my hand shaking. I was already begging God that I didn’t want to react, but He shouldn’t listen to me. I just needed deliverance from what I wasn’t exactly sure of at the time.
As we renounced rebellion, I flipped and started screaming. It felt like I had a “strong head”, and my hand was just on my head, trying to break it. Pastor kept leading us to renounce things, and I was all over the place, screaming. I didn’t understand what was going on at first until I began to have impressions of demons. I had an impression of 7 spirits resident in me. While in pain, screaming and twisting my body, I was in utter disbelief -“7 spirits? Me? Where? How? When?” Remember, I didn’t know I had past unresolved issues at this time. Then, the Holy Spirit began to highlight each of them to me, and for every time one was cast out, there was a loud countdown in my head. God bless Pastor for not ending the prayer until all 7 were cast out.
To be continued…
Miraculous Monday: 17th November 2025
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