Spirit 1
I had an impression that the first spirit came in through the kind of pornography I used to watch. This was an abomination that opened a door for a rebellious spirit to enter me. The impression I got was that the spirits behind these had rebelled against the natural order of sexual intimacy, and my watching them had opened the door.
Now, I didn’t think this was an issue because I had been delivered at the Passover Retreat we had earlier, I thought. I didn’t confess the exact kind of pornography I used to watch to my former shepherd (the leader who was responsible for me). I just confessed that I used to watch pornography. It didn’t even occur to me to confess this in all my confession periods. The truth is, I didn’t remember.
After Pastor began to pray aggressively in the Spirit, I felt this spirit leave.
Then I heard, 6 more to go!
Spirit 2
This particular spirit came in through consistent disobedience. After this spirit was highlighted, Pastor immediately started addressing rebellion that came in through consistent disobedience. It was hard for this one to leave, but it did go eventually.
Then I heard again, 5 more to go.
Spirit 3
Before I heard anything about this spirit, I found myself buzzing like a fly. It sounded like many flies all at once. Then I heard Beelzebub. Nope! I didn’t want to believe this one. How was it possible that I was possessed by the spirit of Beelzebub?
Then almost immediately, I began to recall all the housefly incidents I’ve been having lately, and how I’ve struggled constantly to keep my mind clean for as long as I can remember. I kept hearing flies all over my ears and head, and I was replicating their sounds with my mouth.
It was so hard to get this off my head. I kept screaming for help. Then Pastor called down fire. It didn’t exactly burn the flies. It burnt my head and, by extension, the flies. I had an impression that so long as my head remained on fire, the flies couldn’t come near me.
Now, there was something about my ears. I know my ears are very sensitive to sound—both in a good and bad way—but it became more extraordinary. Sounds didn’t just irritate my ears but caused me great pain. I had an impression it was linked to this spirit. After Pastor called down fire, a metallic wire was pulled out of my ear, and my head felt peaceful.
A true test of my healing happened some moments ago. Someone’s alarm was ringing, and it had this sound that was usually painful. It was a single, resounding ring, like hitting a tumbler with a metal spoon. It only rang louder in my ear, but didn’t cause me pain one bit. I wasn’t even irritated. I just felt it was loud and needed to be turned off. I could even endure and wait for the owner to come and put it off, as opposed to putting it off myself, as my manner is.
After this, I heard 4 more to go.
Spirit 4,5,6,7
Now, this was the toughest. I saw a being—a god. I had an impression that he was the deity from my mum’s family history. I don’t know why I thought so, because I hadn’t confirmed anything from my mum yet. I had an impression that this god was the remaining four spirits.
It looked fierce, stood with horns, and looked so much like Baphomet. It had a trident in its hand and stood staring at me on the ground, unfazed. I looked like I was begging it to leave me alone. It seemed not to be doing much in my life, just laying low and finding expression in whichever way it chose.
I had an impression that this god often manifested as timidity, sluggishness, distraction, filthiness, and subtle stubbornness. I know I can be stubborn, but I never for once thought someone as quiet as I am could have this kind of rebellion in her. It was scary.
Then Pastor began to sing the “Know Me” song. Everything didn’t mean much until he began the line that said, “I’m your husband, you’re my bride.” The Being screamed from within me. I kept shouting “No!”
I had an impression that I was married to this Being, and it was lord over me. I think I saw myself in a wedding dress beside it. As Pastor kept repeating that line, I was just screaming for help because it was scary and wouldn’t let me go.
I also had an impression that it was also controlling the other earlier spirits that had been cast out. The being didn’t have to do much—just send the other spirits to do its bidding.
To be continued…
Miraculous Monday: 24th November 2025
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