Breaking Free
On the 12th of November 2024, during a GAM Fellowship meeting, Sister Edikan Emeh shared about God’s love and His impartiality. But at the time, I struggled to believe her words. My life felt like it contradicted everything she was saying, and I resented her message. This inner conflict gave way to another attack, and the voices returned stronger than ever. They harassed me, trying to provoke me into doing something irrational. First, they told me to run. And when I resisted, they urged me to grab a plank and hit her, then flee. But I remained calm. Then, they told me to ask her, How does one know if God loves them? But by now, I had realised that these thoughts weren’t truly mine, because of how outrageous it was.
Despite their torment, I resisted. The weight of this battle was overwhelming, yet I endured until the meeting came to an end. I was burning with anger and almost stood up in the meeting to lay out what was going on with me, but I felt it was weird. However, when the meeting ended, I immediately approached Brother Edikan Obott, whom I recognised to be one of the meeting leaders, and told him that I had been hearing demonic voices in my head. He prayed for me, asked a few questions, and then sent me some godly content for guidance.
This encounter opened my eyes further. I saw the reality of spiritual warfare. It was the beginning of my journey into the light. Since then, I have not been harassed by demonic voices or oppressive thoughts telling me that no one loves me, or telling me how useless and worthless I am. Through all the healing and growth I have experienced in this house, I now see myself as a work in progress, a vessel being moulded by God, according to His desires. For this, and other blessings, may the name of the Lord be highly exalted.
THE END
Miraculous Monday: 29th September 2025
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