From around October 2020, I had battled with bad dreams as a born again Christian. I would get strange and, sometimes, very sexual dreams repeatedly; and, these not only affected my emotions but they also confused my understanding of reality. I found out later that the goal was to brainwash me to commit sin.
The dreams were of varying kinds – for instance, even though I am female, I would have dreams where I am told that I am a male, I would see myself doing masculine things including being made to commit sexual immorality; and, I also saw myself getting married multiple times to a female; I also dreamt of demonic gods where I would be told that I am connected to them and I am to serve them. I was often threatened and lied to by these demonic or ancient voices.
In fact, sleeping and dreaming became a very terrible time for me and it made me struggle with lustful thoughts sometimes for weeks at a stretch.
At the beginning, I was angry, I whined and complained about the problem but, of course, that did not solve it. When I told my shepherd about it, she encouraged me to repent and stop complaining. She advised me to pray about it, battle it with scriptures and wait on the salvation of the Lord.
To be continued…
Miraculous Monday: 30th September 2024
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